where your treasure is, there will your heart also be.
Monday, January 08, 2007
just for the record, 2007 fucking sucks. cause somehow feels like everything you want and everything you need and everything you have, is lost. i cant say im always right, and i cant say im always wrong, but can someone please tell me, how can i ever erase the hurt and the pain and the scars that are always left behind? i dont wanna act like the whole damn world owes me a living, but how can we ever pretend like we are alright when we're not. how can we say sorry and mean it? how can we show that we're truely there for the ones we love, and how sincere we can be when we want them back after a mistake? i wish to be perfect, but im sorry im not. i wish to be the best, for everyone out there, for you, but i cant, and it sucks. but i promise i'll try, if you give me a chance.
if you love someone, and if you'd try your best not to hurt them, but its comes around and shoots you in the foot, what will you do? or, when you get hurt, and have so many people to turn to, but all of them combined aint enough to heal you. or like when you hold on so tightly to someone but somehow or rather, they turn to water and just keep slipping away. or like when you cry yourself to sleep, and parts of your life just keep coming back to you. i dont need sympathy, i dont need this. but something is there that just keeps pulling me back, and i cant let go. some call this love. but im not reallly sure what love is. someone enlighten me.
